I guess yesterday Peter wasn't really sick. I found out later he packed most of his things up wihh frineds while I was at work and bi guess he's moving out and we're slplitting up and because I can'yt cope witjhout him I opensded everty bottle of avlcohol in the house and critred and listened to muisic and I wanty to kill myself but I won't I won't let him do that to me.

What a lousy start to my weekend,. Sorry to new friends. I dfomn't usually drink much or type drunk byut whatever. I love him snf I don't klnwo what to do.

omg I'm so sick of my neighbors. They constantly blast their shitty 'music' which shouldn't even be considered music at all hours of the day. Peter was home sick today and didn't get any sleep because they were just blasting away 50 cent or jay diddy and now he's cranky and that makes ME cranky. People should be more considerate.

It was raining today and that just makes it worse.

I like it here already.